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Officially making my way back to the states, starting with a little teaser.

In March: I'll be inside the US of A! I'll be visiting N.H. for the first time, while also traveling through NY, NJ, and across PA.
This is a modeling tour so you can book me! trailer.darling@yahoo.com

In May: I'll be leaving Japan and heading back to the states for good (or at least for a while). I'll be back in Jersey visiting family and making a short trip to visit friends in Portage, PA. Then heading across country to Arizona, my soon to be new home.
Casting Calls/ Travel Notice for March.

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I started playing around with my camera and decided to do some self portrait shots. Before I was able to even get a shot that I was please with I received a request for a personalized self shot set. Not in the slightest bit an easy thing to do, get one good shot and a dozen out of focus or aimed wrong photos. Trail and error. I'm starting to get the hang of it now, and wanted to share some of the images. I am new to this, and am using minimal editing. With that said, please tell me what you think.


*Also, if you are interested in a personalized set of your own please send me a PM and we can discuss the details.*

Okay, so as a lot of you already know I draw and paint as well as model but I've only ever posted my modeling work on deviantart. I've gotten some requests for posting my "doodle" work here. I've been debating this for some time, I am not sure that I want to clump all of my work onto one profile as some people are only following me for my modeling and not to see my other forms of art.
So, question is should I post everything to this account, or should I start another account for my drawings and paintings? While, I ask, I'd also like to mention that I've started taking pictures as well and that next year I plan to attend the Academy of Arts for photography. So, if I decide to keep everything separate should that be two profiles or three?
How do y'all think I should do this?

Thanks in advance for the opinions.
xo

If there is a such thing, I'm on way way to it.

An earthquake, tsunami, and loss of power delaying me from having some sort of "real" or "normal" life. [My husband and I are okay.] Still dealing with the endless aftershocks, but it's back to painting and doing shoots. I'm not sure when I'll start posting paintings. They are on the way tho!
As for shooting, not only am I in front of the camera...but I've officially started shooting other models for zivity.com.

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Send me a message/ note if you are interested in a trial membership.

xoxo

Is it really 2011 already?

So, to update a few things I got the camera I was wanting and as of today I started painting again. I'm still unsure if any of my paintings or drawings will ever end up here but I do post them both on my facebook: [link] and tumblr : [link] .


I also changed my hair color. [link]


  ::TRAVEL::
I'm planning a trip to Seattle, Washington and Los Angeles, California for mid-late Feb into the first week of March. Dates are NOT yet set in stone as I am still booking paid gigs before the tickets are bought.
Almost completely booked, but if you are in the area and would like to shoot send me an email here or to trailer_darling at yahoo dot com.

my impatience gets the better of me. I've been wanting a good camera for some time now.... but haven't been in a good place financially to buy one. My money situation has improved a lot, but it'd still take me months to save enough to buy myself a camera. For those of you that follow me on other sites know that I work well in front of and behind the camera. I'm REALLY looking forward to having a camera again and improving those skills.
Need incentive? I'll be sending special hi-res thank you picture emails to those that chip-in. ;]

Oh and happy holidays! xoxo

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Still not working here.... makes me feel useless and blah. The blah is draining my drive to do anything. I've got tons of things I want to do and it's a waiting game.
I've even stopped doodling as much....like almost completely. Spending a lot of time playing video games and reading. That's not going to get me anywhere.

So, today I've made a to-do list. A daily one. Hoping I can kick my ass into gear and make myself happier. (You'd think that I'd have nothing to complain about I've got the most amazing husband ever and he completely spoils me.....but it only brings me down more on myself.)

Todays to-do list. Watching my STEELERS! Patching my husbands jeans. Working out. Making an eyepatch. Finishing up my wishlist. Sending fan emails. Drawing tattoos for friends. Cooking dinner. Folding laundry. Sounds simple...but I'll be distracted by LoL.

Oh, almost forgot, some of you have been sending me questions about zivity. Zivity.com is a social network for adults, where you are able to "hang out" and join live chats with some of the hottest women ever!, use the "F" word, talk to the photogs, watch some hot videos, and more. There are over 1,000 models on zivity...and you can watch them undressing, join them in chats, and vote on the sets that you enjoy the most. Come check it out: [link]

Hey y'all, Mr. Amazing and I have the same last name!!

Things have slowed down quiet a bit for me. Haven't done a shoot in over a month and don't have any in the works. It's slightly depressing, but I have a lot of good in my life right now and I wouldn't change this for anything. I promise not to stay away too long, this is not the end....just a new beginning. (still waiting on images from 4 different photographers, so there is more still on the way).
While I've been away from the camera I've been putting a lot more time and energy into my doodles. My tattoo artist told me to practice different things...I'm use to drawing only when I was upset, it was like having a journal and now I'm doing it just because I can. Curious, I've had people asking me to post them up here...and I'm just not sure about it. Should I?
I'm also getting a lot of art of me lately. Should I be posting those as well?

So, I've submitted 69......images to my gallery. This number.....ahh. I think I'll just sit here a while. These last two weeks for me have been very fun and exhausting. I've been everwhere from NYC to North Carolina to Pittsburgh to Maryland to Virginia to Philly, yes all this in the past 2 weeks. I am finally what for now I will call home. All I want to do is veg, my body is beat. I'd like to rest but Monday morning I leave for Japan to be with my love. So now it's rush time I have 3 days to pack! Ahhhh!

If you've enjoyed what I've been doing so far I can only hope that you continue to stick around...this work is more me than ever. This was more about the art, the friendships, the learning experiences than taking pictures for money. I enjoy where I am at and what I've been doing so I have my fingers crossed that y'all will too.

Did I mention I'm getting married!!!

Last week in the states for the next two years... been busting my ass and have tons of new work coming this way soon. Hoping to make a big bang but mostly looking forward to seeing my love again. This trip back "home" was far too long away from him.

So, I'm officially back in the States and working again.
    ..Still booking paid shoots on the east coast..

Keep your eye out I've got a lot of new work coming your way...

My first set on zivity went live yesterday.... so if you have zivity please go show me love, if not get one and show me love. haha! Seriously, my first set was shot by a very close friend of mine not a professional photographer.

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Short story on making of this zivity set:
I went up north to visit a girlfriend of mine for a weekend...lots of plans for playing in the mud and bonefires. Instead one evening we decide to take a walk thru the woods in nightdresses... she brings her camera. Never know what we might find, right? We find an abandoned house... we like it so we start taking pictures, then she tells me to undress in front of it. There's no snow on the ground but it was January I froze my ass off. So, this is me undressing in the middle of nowhere "The Last House on the Right"... no make up, no editing.... this is what I look like.

It's strange how many messages and comments I've been recieving about the models in my work... I am the model in all the work. I am a model...and this is my work.

Thank you.

Just started here...trying to figure it all out. Slightly overwhelmed, just a smidgen.